Apeng's Plethora

Day 5 1st August 2018 I'm pretty tired. Futsal was awesome. I'm sleepy. Today, things went super well. I managed to do a lot of stuff and managed to finish up a few things that are needed. But, I know more can be done.On Xanax at the moment and really hoping that I can doze off in a nick. Anyway, I'm getting the...

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Day 4 31st July 2018 Burning Desire!  That's what I've always been looking for and that's what I really need in my life at this moment. A boost or projection to one position that is better than before.  I keep repeating this to everyone that I have a deep conversation with. Mentor, Coach or Guide that who's knowledgeable and know what's best for...

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Day 3 30th July 2018 At this point in time, I'm trying to be as calm as I can. Heck, I don't know why but the heart is racing and pumping. Swear to God, the burden that I carry on the chest feels shit.  Anyway, I did it. I took my 3rd pill today and it was as per expected. I'm calmer and more...

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Quick note!  Ate Alprazolam at 2am so that I'm able to sleep. Really trying hard to sleep here. Its' the 30th of July and August is few days away. Wake the fuck up man. Get your shit done. Get inspired. GET A JOB! FIX YOUR LIFE! PLAN YOUR MOVE! CHASE YOUR DREAMS!!! I'm calm man, this med is chill. I maybe sleepy already....

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Day 2 28 July 2018 Yo! So, I almost forgot about the fact that I'm writing a journal on my ADHD journey but thanks to some random morning videos, I thought Jon Olsson and ADHD. Watched it halfway and suddenly I thought of this. Here I am once again trying to tell you guys what's going up now. You might wanna ask what...

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Day 1 26 July 2018 Hey! It's been a while since i said hi. So, after a whole lot of reading and researching, I gather my courage and went to take the 1st step. The Hospital. Dr Tan was the person who attended me at PPUM. Annoying place but i guess it'll be my 2nd home soon. Poured out as much as i...

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Apeng's blog is being invaded by azrina :)sorry abang! :p ...

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